I may be overly emotional a lot of the time, but I swear it won't be a bad thing. It means I'm only ever going to be overly loving towards you. I know there is no such thing as perfect, but I want to be the best girlfriend I possibly can for you.
My emotions may be exhausting to deal with at times, but they are raw and real, and at the end of the day, I would rather give too much, push too much, nag too much, ask too many questions, than regret not saying what is on my mind.
1. I want to text you and talk to you throughout the day – every day.
I don't text you to keep tabs on you – I want the meat, the depth, the every detail of your day. I care about what's happening at work, which customer is being stupid, which TV show you watched on your lunch break. It's these small things that mean the most to me. Knowing the details of your day makes me feel important to you.
Even a simple text saying, “I love you,” can turn my whole day around. I'll get hurt when you ignore me, even if you are genuinely busy. I wish I wasn't this way, but it is simply how I am. Just know that it means that I care about every little thing about you.
2. I constantly — to the point where I'll get on your nerves — ask things of you.
I ask for reassurance, love, and attention all the time. I ask a million questions about that girl you went on one date with a million years ago because I secretly feel threatened, even though you’ve given me no reason to worry.
So be prepared for “But why did she text you a picture of a salad? Is she still into you?” Sorry, not sorry.
Our past relationships shape us, no matter how badly we want to leave them behind. In the past when I asked for these things from others, I received nothing, but that's different now.
You give me an inch, and I'm going to take the whole damn mile. But don't worry, the love that I ask for, I'll always make sure to give you twice as much in return.
3. I allow whatever situation I'm in to twist my emotions and bring out the best and the worst in me.
I spend time with my boyfriend – happy. I go straight to my job after and feel bored – unhappy. I can be talking about how excited I am for something, and the next minute I'll be ranting about a crazy coworker and be near tears.
I can see how this would be exhausting for you have to listen to, but I can't help it — it's just how I'm wired. Know that it means I'm open and honest with you, about absolutely everything. I just want you to know all of me, and be a part of every single day because I love you more than you know.