For the moment I met you, I knew you were going to be important. I didn't know how to fight the feeling, and I knew I never wanted to.
I never wanted to have to let go of it. Or of you.
I know that everyone always says that good things take time, and that we should hold on rather than let go and fall.
But this is different...you're different. I know that in my heart of hearts, something about this is going to work out.
Maybe I'm crazy to put so much into this, but I don't care anymore. I'm so tired of being scared to feel, I'm so tired of the world telling me one thing and my heart telling me something else.
So here it is.
I want you.
I want to build a life with you. I want to take time to get to know you from the inside out. I want it to matter. I want to fight with you and for you. I want to be your best friend, and I want to give you my heart.
I don't know what you did to me, but somehow, I'm already falling. And for the first time, it feels like someone is going to be there to catch me.
Now I'm not saying it's always going to be easy. It probably won't. I'm not saying that it's going to be perfect, because nothing good comes without a challenge. But for you, I'm ready to do just about anything and everything.
You make me want to stay. You make me want to love like I've never been hurt. In this life, I've learned that not only is that a rare find, but it's something that can't be overlooked.
If I could go back, one hour, one day, one minute, I would've met you sooner. Before I lost a little faith, before I let people in that should have been kept at arms length.
But I'm thankful for all of that because it brought me to you. And in one single instant, I knew that I was where I belonged.
With you next to me.
I don't want to think about tomorrow, or next year when I'm with you. I'm just here, in the moment, I'm happy. It's not that I couldn't find happiness on my own. I could and I have before.
It's just that you bring this kind of light to my life that I thought only existed in fairytales.
I can't get you out of my mind. I smile because I know that we're here together, and that a little in voice inside my head is telling me that it's okay.
That this time, I won't come out on the losing end.
Call it karma or fate. Call it a miracle, but whatever this is, I know that I can't lose sight of it. Not now and not ever. I'm crazy about you already. I can't think about you without feeling myself lift up off the ground.
I guess when it really comes down to it all, all I'm saying is that I am nothing but grateful that you showed up. That you came into my life when you did. I just want you to know that wherever this is going, I'm going to keep following it. I would be a fool if I let you go.