Whatever you do, tell me the truth. It takes too much time and energy to play games with people who either want you or they don't.
So right off the bat, I'm going to tell you if you're not serious - if you don't seem to want this...
Or want us... please tell me. Don't get my hopes up. Don't lead me on.
See if you're into me if you're dead set on making this work, and on making a future with me - tell me.
Explain to me, why you like me. Why you want to be a part of my life. Tell me why you care about me. Explain to me the parts of my being that make you laugh, and make you anxious. Mean every bit of it.
Show me that I am worth it. Show me why you love me. Show me why you care so much about being with me. Don't just tell me, but show me all the ways we are to make this work.
Please do not pretend.
Actually, whatever you do, do not pretend.
If you're going to be someone you're not... if you're going to up and leave then don't pretend you believe in forever.
Please don't be with me just to be with me. Be with me because you see the world and a future where we can be that future together.
Don't even pretend to grab ahold of my heart, do not shatter me, do not break me, if you were planning on it a long time ago.
If you're not into this, if you're not a part of my reality - then don't give me the hope in the first place.
I can handle a future without you. But I need you to tell me that. I need you not to sugarcoat things for me. I need you to tell me if you really do not want me because truth is far more valuable than false hope.
Don't pretend to be my lover, when you do not care about me.
Don't meet my family or friends.
Don't hold me tight or even say you love me and want to be apart of this life.
Please... because if you pretend, you are nothing more than actor and all that will do is break my heart more.
Yes, I might be crushed if you reveal your true intentions. But tell me the truth so you can break my heart quickly and honest.
Please tell me what you mean and stick with it. It is far better to know someone stops loving you, then to go on thinking that they still do.
So break me if you have to so that I can learn what else or whoever else is out there.
Who can do for me what you never could.
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