She has always seen the light in you.
Never has she questioned the bad, even though we all know, you probably have more of that than good.
She has always believed in you and never doubted your ability to reach your dreams. Even when you've doubted your own ability to achieve them.
She has always supported you, never questioned you, and been the ride or die woman any man would literally die for.
So why are you taking advantage of her? Why are you making her cry when all she has done is shown you love and encourgement?
Why do you think it's okay to risk the best thing you have ever had, because you're feeling selfish and know she won't leave?
What if one day she does leave?
What if another man comes in, in her time of need, and steals her from you, what are you going to say then?
This girl you have is 1 in a billion.
She doesn't think of your bad habits as an issue. She see's them as a chapter in your life that you need, but will get through.
She has so much faith in you at times she is completely blind... And you know that.
You know that she loves you so much that anything you do she will most likely get over, even being a bad boyfriend.
But that's not fair to her.
It's not fair that you are okay with being a shitty person while she is working on herself to be a better person for herself and you.
It's not fair that you think it's fine to do whatever the hell you want, but she has to be the perfect girlfriend.
You need to wake up, because if you don't one day she will realize you're not her future.
She will realize that your work ethic isn't where it needs to be.
She'll see how the person she loved with everything in her was taking advantage of her and it will break her heart.
So don't be that stupid. Don't lose the girl who will be the best thing you will ever get, because you will regret it.
And trust me, she won't regret losing you.