As much as everyone tells me I should, I definitely don't have it all figured out. But if you ask me the one thing that I do have figured out here's what I'd tell you: I'm certain that one day I want our two hearts to become one and collide creating this whole new world on its own.
We're only months deep into this relationship, not yet counting the years, but my feelings for you can't be denied.
From day one I've known that it's you - it's you who I've spent my whole life searching for. I've picked up the pieces of my forever breaking heart for and I've dreamt of you over the past two decades.
No matter how cliche it sounds, I will forever stand in the belief that you are my person and you and I have both known this from the moment we laid eyes on each other.
Maybe in that moment, we didn't know exactly what it was that we felt, but we knew for certain that it wasn't comparable to any other feeling we've ever felt in our lives.
We knew that this was the beginning of something new, something great, and something that would be built with durability.
It's not every day that you go out and in the most unexpected moment find the one whom your soul has been searching for, but I'll gladly take it and run with it while counting my blessings.
You are a blessing in disguise and the biggest blessing that has ever made its way into my life.
We aren't perfect by any means, but we are perfect in our own way and that in itself makes us imperfectly perfect, flawlessly flawed.
We bicker and we argue, but we have this way of conquering even the dumbest of arguments. You are that person that sets me off and fires me up yet one wrap in your arms and you diminish the fire and turn it to dust.
With you, I find myself forgetting about the hardships of the past and focus indefinitely on the future. I see so vividly a future with you and the thought of where life could take us electrifies me. I want to spend the rest of my life annoying you that's for certain.
Talks about the future are no longer an 11:11 wish with you - you find a hobby in talking and thinking about the future just as much as I do. The future isn't as farfetched sounding anymore, but rather a vision in the making.
You make me feel like this ever so beautiful creature and I never worry about you judging me for who I am. You accept me fully and indulge in my weirdness with me.
I'm not the most beautiful human being in the world, but somehow you make me feel otherwise. My complexion isn't flawless and my measurements aren't perfect, but you look straight past every single imperfection that I see every time I look into a mirror.
You capture me and surround me with an everlasting love. You understand me on this deeper level, understanding all the skeletons of my past, yet you still choose me anyway.
I keep a smile on my face whenever you're near and when you're away I miss you like crazy. You're a pain in my butt but I'm a bigger pain in yours.
You hold me ever so closely to your heart and you aren't afraid to let it be known. You are just as proud of me as I am of you, and there isn't an ounce of embarrassment to be found.
Showing you off is my specialty and making me your priority is yours. With you - never have I ever been an option, you have always made me a top priority, a special delivery.
Our worlds collided 8 months ago and our hearts became in-sync, but I can't wait until the day that our hearts and our worlds collide. Creating our own little universe and a heart that beats for two.
You are you and I am I, but without you, by my side, I would not be as strong. You make me a better person and I can't wait until our worlds collide.
With you, I have never been more certain of anything or anyone else in my life. Ever.