I know that things just fall apart sometimes. I know there's a reason why we were in one another's lives...and I know why we aren't anymore.
But I just wanted to tell you a few things before it's too late, before we fall out of love completely.
Just know that it wasn't that my heart wasn't in it. In fact, I don't think I've ever felt the way I did about you with anyone else. With you, it felt like for the first time, something was going right.
I was all in. I was jumping head first because I knew that you were going to be there.
But I was wrong about that last part. It's not that you didn't want to be, it was more like you couldn't be there for me. I never thought that you not having the courage to let me go would be what broke me...but it did.
I don't blame you for anything...I mean that. I know that you knew how great we would have been. Could have been. But I also know that I'm not the kind of girl who waits for someone to pick me.
There's wasn't someone else, it's just that life got in the way.
I was making plans with you, building my life around you. Maybe I was too quick to fall so deep...but it just felt right. I didn't want to hold back with you, but in the end, that was my one mistake.
I didn't wait for the right time, I didn't listen to logic or reason. I blinked and I was already in love with you.
There was never a doubt in my mind that you were the only one that I wanted. I couldn't help it — I was following blindly. I don't know if I'll ever forget how you made me feel.
But I know that the next time someone comes into my life, I'll be a little more careful. You've made me think twice and think hard about who I let in and how.
You taught me that sometimes, it's not enough to be ready to take a chance. Sometimes, there are things that get in the way and there's nothing anyone can do about it.
No matter what, I'll never be anything but thankful for you...even if it all fell apart.
You're a good guy, with a good heart...we were just on different pages. Because of you, I know now that there are good people in the world, that not everyone is going to leave.
But mostly, I know that sometimes, it really isn't the amount of time, or the attention or the love that we give.
Sometimes, it just isn't right, it doesn't fit.