As a deep thinker, she’s constantly questioning the world. But even in the midst of her quest for answers, she still feels like something’s missing.
More accurately, she feels like she’s missing someone. She wishes she could share her world with her other half.
She finds it hard to love because she falls for the core of a person, not just an idea of who they are that was formed after a few meetings.
There's nothing wrong with trying to understand the deepest levels of beauty in people. The ability to love someone for their whole being is admirable and rare.
She wants relationships that offer more than just surface level affection, she needs trust and commitment. She understands how much more there is than simply loving someone.
But that’s hard for some people to accept. She has to face those who don't understand how to examine a person, get to know who they are at heart, and meet them wherever they may be in life.
Her friends assure her that people not being able to love her on the intellectual level she needs doesn't mean she's not worthy of affection, it simply means that she’s different….But sometimes she finds herself wondering.
She has yet to find a person who’s able to understand her in exactly the right way and that makes her wonder whether such a person even exists.
Her deep thinking is beautiful. While some people may feel like they aren't ready for that, she always trusts the love that guides her heart.
She knows it's common for people to cherry-pick which aspects of love they want, but she could never deal with having only a portion of someone's heart.
She’s all-too-aware that love is a risk, but any pain that may come from it doesn't mean love isn't worth finding or believing in.
Although she may overthink things and constantly question the world, love is always within her reach. She creates it with your mind and that's one of the most powerful traits anyone can have.
She refuses to settle for half-hearted love because it'll never be enough to keep her satisfied. She knows that even when finding love is hard, it's never impossible.
She holds onto hope that, in time, things will come around; the profound love she’s craving will find her. In the meantime, she’s just trying to keep her mind open to life's endless possibilities.
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