Somewhere along this bumpy, winding road called life, I figured out how to share all of my love but protect it at the same time.
I’ve been taken advantage of to the point where I trusted no one around me. I’ve been dragged around, pushed to my limits, and used until I was a shell of who I used to be.
But that all changed because I just couldn't take it anymore.
As a true people pleaser, I make sure everyone around me is comfortable before I am.
Almost to a fault, I will absolutely walk through a desert or battle all your demons with you. I will lay my heart and well-being on the line to help you because that's just how I'm wired.
I’ve known what it feels like to be torn apart and ripped at the seams by someone close to me, and I never want someone to feel the same. I never want to be the person who caused someone else’s pain.
But the second you start treating me with a level of respect lower than which I treat you, don't expect me to do anything other than reciprocate your treatment.
I’m tired of dealing with people who don’t deserve the level of kindness and acceptance I am capable of giving. I'm sick of people getting away with treating me poorly.
However the person I am isn't familiar with hate or being a bitch.
So only in an act of self-preservation, will I no longer be that big hearted person towards you. Because as big as my heart is, I've just got no room for your bullshit.
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