First off, I never deserved to be treated the way you treated me. I never deserved to be called the names you called me or be put down the way you put me down.
You came into my life when I was at a low point and showed me exactly what I don’t want in a partner.
You showed me what I don’t want in a father figure for my son, not that he even needs one because he has a father.
You pinned me against my family, what little friends I had, and that includes the father of my son.
Your jealousy is the reason why our relationship ended. It got so bad between us that we were making threats of involving the police and you threatened to have my son taken from me. Who does that?
I’m not playing the “poor me, I’m the victim” card, but I know for a fact that when you really love someone, you don’t threaten to get their innocent child taken away from them because you’re mad at the person. My son did nothing but love you.
I’m going to make damn sure that he’s not affected by the outcome of our toxic relationship. He’s going to grow up and realize that you cannot treat someone the way you treated me.
I thought I could fix everything between us, but I can’t. I tried so damn hard and when I finally realized that nothing I did was working, I started backing off. I started working on myself, to create a better future for me and my son and you did not like that.
Because it wasn’t all about you, you took offense to it. I’m honestly not sure why because it was your idea in the first place to not be in a relationship and to just focus on working on ourselves.
I think you got so mad because I stopped chasing you. I stopped doing everything for you, trying to win you back, trying to get us back together and started doing stuff for myself.
I don’t hate you, nor do I wish you anything bad. I’m grateful that you showed me what I don’t deserve.