I think it's hard to move on not because my heart is shattered but because I thought you were the one.
I believed that I was going to spend the rest of my life with you and I was happy about that. I was happy to know I would wake up next to you every morning and have a family with you.
I was happy thinking that you were the rest of my life. So, just think about how it must have felt to realize that my dream and plan wasn't going to happen.
Have you ever thought about how you made me feel? Have you looked yourself in the mirror and actually realized all of the tears you made me cry?
Well, I hope not, because if you did, then I would have received an apology by now.
It was more than just heartbreaking it was life-shattering. My whole life changed in an instance.
My best friend wouldn't be my best friend anymore. The person I loved didn't love me anymore and my dream of us being together forever was gone.
It has been hard moving on. It has been hard crying myself to sleep. Trying to convince myself I can find someone better. And trying to realize that it wasn't my fault and that I didn't do anything wrong.
We just weren't right for each other, for a lot of reasons, and I have now figured that out. You were someone who hid from me.
You weren't honest and you pretended to be the man I wanted for who knows what reason. You made me believe in this fantasy person who ended up killing me from the inside out.
Why would you do that? Were you afraid I wouldn't like who you really were? Or was it just a game to see if pretending to be my dream guy would be fun because you liked breaking people.
It's not fair what you did to me. And I still have pain in my chest when I'm reminded of a memory, but I've done it.
I have moved past you. I have accepted that our relationship was just a part of my life and has no bearing on my future happiness.
I have grown and I have realized how strong of a woman I am because of the pain you have put me through.
Moving on has been hard but it also has been the most rewarding thing I have ever done by myself.
So thank you for giving me that strength back and realizing I don't need a man to be happy.
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