We were unpredictable, we didn't try to hide from that, but it drove me completely insane.
At first, it felt like I was born to love you.
It just came naturally to me. I never had to think twice, I somehow instinctively knew how to love you the way you needed.
Passion doesn't even begin to describe what we had.
We never held back our feelings. The second we thought something, we said it; whether we meant it or not. "I love you" could turn to "I hate you" in the blink of an eye.
We were irrational and impulsive. We hurt each other more than anyone else did, but we loved each other better than anyone else could.
Absolutely nothing compared to the butterflies that went wild in my stomach when we kissed. But it also terrified me that I might not get that feeling ever again.
I lost myself in loving you.
It was complicated. We had so much in common that we knew eactly how to push each other’s buttons and we drove one another to our breaking points on the reg.
You were so damn frustrating. You knew exactly what to do to piss me off and you went out of your way to do it. You watched me fall over and over, but you were always the first one to help me up.
Loving you was a rollercoaster ride.
Once our seatbelts were buckled, there was no backing out. The highs were so high and while we were up there, it felt like the whole world belonged to us.
But before we knew it, we were going downhill, full speed ahead.
...Then the ride was over.
In an instant, our breathtaking love, deeper than anything either of us had ever felt, was gone.
There was nothing like it in the whole world. No other feeling could compare to knowing you loved me as intensely as I loved you.
But despite our best efforts, our love wasn't meant to last.
The spark burned out fast. The screaming and fighting overtook us and eventually, we forgot why we even fell for each other to begin with.
We were rash, strong minded, and quick tempered but we loved with pure, raw emotion.
And I will never be the same. Nothing will ever be the same without you.