I know I’ve been more than a little unavailable as of late.
It’s not that I don’t want to hang with you. It’s really not. I’d love to see you.
It’s just hard with my schedule right now.
Is that another excuse? Like all the times I bail last minute on our plans or tell half-hearted lies like I overslept, which we both know is not true.
I can’t even tell anymore.
It’s easier to justify my absolute lameness than admit I’m being a 20-something grandma.
To be honest, I may have become a little boring.
At night, I’d rather go home to a cup of tea and watch some trash TV while being pants-less in my bed than go out and do anything.
If you want to join in on that fun, then by all means…
I’m also a little money conscious right now.
As much as I’d love to meet up for drinks or dinner or catch a movie with you, I can’t be spending so flippantly anymore.
Adulting. I know. It sucks.
Which I’m sure you can relate to, too. We’re both in the same boat.
Does that make me a horrible friend because I’m not willing to cough up $10 to hang out with you, but you'd do so for me?
Maybe I am.
Just know that I love you, and know that I'm aware I’ve been a super flake recently. I’ll work on it.
I don’t mean to be a bad friend, I just get caught up in my own little world sometimes.
Maybe you can relate to that, too.
Anyways, girl, I promise I'll see you soon.
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