Here we are, just sitting here waiting for the other to make a move. It's like an ongoing game of chess, that neither of us seem to be winning.
I thought this time around it would be different, you seemed different.
But you've just gone ahead and shown me that you're not different at all. You're still the same person you were when we first broke up.
I longed to have you back, because you never really left in the first place. You were always there on the sidelines and I just hoped that you would come back to me when you were ready.
You did come back to me when you were ready, but you just didn't change your behavior.
You say that you love that I "push" you. But how can I push someone who isn't there to be pushed to begin with?
For months all I wanted was for this to work out and for us to have our shot at a relationship we both deserved.
But you're still a fuckboy and I'm still the nice girl and we both know that this combination doesn't work, especially without effort on both ends.
I know that you want to enjoy the single life as much as you can before you have to settle down, but you are losing out on one of the best things that could have happened to you and to me.
I hope you find the happiness you are looking for and the girl who will fit into your social circle better than me.
Your heart deserves a break and so does mine.
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