I want you to know I've picked up on it. I can see that there is something different about you. There's something different in the way you feel about us and our relationship. And I'm not quite sure what it is.
All I can hope is that we can talk about it.
I hope we can discuss why you feel some type of way. I hope we can figure out how we can move forward from this.
I can see that your interest is going to other places. I notice how you don't seem to be interested in spending time together....I'm not your priority anymore.
The sweet moments between us are becoming few and far between. All your plans never seem to include me anymore.
And I'll be honest, it makes me nervous.
It makes me think did I do something to upset you. I'm starting to wonder —Are you still in this with me? Are we on the same page? Are we even in the same book anymore?
I have all these questions constantly running through my head. I need you to give me some kind of clue as to just what the heck is going on here.
If I am not what you are looking for, I need you to just tell me.
I'm not a backup plan. I need you to be clear about your feelings and what exactly it is that you want. If it's not me, just tell me. I promise I can handle it.
I can't handle you hiding your feelings from me though.
You are entitled to feel the way you feel. Just be a man and be honest about your feelings. Be honest with me. And be honest with your heart.
Ask yourself what it is that you're trying to accomplish here. Because, at this point, I'm not sure if you even know what it is that you're doing.
The ball is in your court. I just need you to tell me what you want.
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