You really have no idea how much I actually love you, I don't even know myself. I love you in a way that I never have before. In a way that I can't even put into words. You just can't and won't understand, when I say "You have no idea how much I love you" I really mean it, because even I, someone who realizes how vast and never ending the universe is, someone with the mind of none other, can't understand, how I can love someone so much.
I want to tell you how much I love you, but no words seem to explain enough. I want to scream out just how much I love you, but I open my mouth and nothing comes out. Yet my mind is full of words, that cannot be spoken, because the words are colors, and the colors are images, hopes and memories.
You see, even the smartest person on this earth couldn't even explain how much I love for you. Hurt me time after time, and yet I still call you mine. People tell me I'm out of my mind. That I need to give you up, but if they loved someone as I do you, they'd understand. They'd understand why I can't let you go, because you ignite a flame in me, you show love in a different way.
We're young. People like to say too young to know what we want. They say that, I can't know what I want because I'm 18. That 18 is too young to settle down, that I need to live my life and party. Now with any of my exes I would have said yeah you're right, but they didn't make me feel the way you do. Like I have my whole future in front of me.
It's scary that you can love someone so much at so young that you are scared for your future. That you're scared that they might not be in your future. That you might not love another like I do you. Your soul only falls in live once.
My soul fell in love with you.
So when I say "You have no idea how much I love you" believe me, because I can't explain it.