I hate you.
You disgust me. My bestfriend has spent countless nights crying, thinking she isn't good enough, or she isn't beautiful because your disgusting hands had to touch her.
She looked up to you. Do you know that?! You took advantage of her and because of that she will never be able to completely give herself to her husband because you took that from her. She doesn't get to decide who she wants to give herself to or even when. She lost that the instant that you touched her. You took her purity. And in all honesty. I'm more sorry for you.
That girl is powerful. god she is so powerful. She's one of the most beautifulest altruistic creatures that God has created.
And sir.. I hope you know Karma is gonna bite you in the butt, because you surely have it coming.
That little girl had to learn something a little innocent girl shouldn't have to learn. She grew up way too fast...thanks to you.
I've never really hated anyone but I really hate you.
You're a disgusting pig.
You've ruined so much for her. I'm sure you don't actually give a crap but the fact that you're the cause for this catastrophe.. I wish you did.
I wish you cared enough not to touch a little girl the way you did.
I wish you cared enough to at least apologize..but you don't.
You don't own up to your actions and that's one out of many of the reasons why I hate you. I'm sorry that you stooped to such a low level and I'm also sorry to think that you don't deserve happiness-At all...but yet she believes you do.
You see, she has one of the biggest hearts out there, yet, this sweet, innocent, 6 year old girl-that you raped and molested-believes that you deserve happiness.
She believes you deserve a spot in heaven. She believes you deserve second chances. She believes you deserve all things. She wants to forgive you.
And I? I just can't. Not because I don't have a big heart but because I don't think it's okay.. and I never will.
You put her through hell.
At one point, she was so scared of men that she wouldn't even hug her own father.
Still today, I catch her flinching at the thought of a man coming close to her.
For years she has struggled with men because she has a mental illness that you put in her head. I hate you for that. I'm the friend who has to remind her everyday that she's beautiful. You drained every ounce of self esteem from her. It's gone. I'm trying to bring it back..
I refuse to let her feel empty.
I refuse to let her feel like she isn't good enough.
She's more than enough and more than you'll ever be.
You have screwed her over but she loves more and trusts less. She embraces everything and anything she comes across. She takes time to examine every person that walks by her and she tries to lift their spirits. She refuses to allow anyone to feel the way she does.
She's caring. She's loving. She's sweet. She's outgoing. She is still trying to find herself but I know her like the back of my hand whether she realizes it or not. I know the person she's been, I know the person she is today, and I know the person she will be.
Guess what? The things you said she couldn't do.. she's doing. She's about to be a High School Graduate. Oh...? you don't remember? You told her she wouldn't mount to anything, that she couldn't accomplish anything. But here she is... Graduating high school as formal junior class president, youth leader, band president and future leader of her own organization. I've believed in her when no one else did, not even herself.. but she did it.
So of course I hate you, you absolutely disgust me.
From: The bestfriend who stayed up with her holding her while tears ran down her face.
P.S babydoll I know you're gonna come across this but just remember..
I love you, sunshine.