Toxic people have the ability to make us feel like we need them. They are able to disrupt all normalcy in our lives and make us feel like we have to give them another chance, no matter how much that they hurt us the first time. So we do it, against what everyone is telling us.
When you let a toxic person back into your life they leave you craving them. The highs they bring into your life are unlike any high you’ve ever known. However, the lows, they leave you lost and confused and trying anything possible to get back to when things were better.
They make you feel like you’re the one that’s wrong. No matter how badly they screwed up, they will find a way to make you feel like it was your fault and that you are the one that isn’t enough.
They will break you down to your core, see all of your flaws and make you feel absolutely worthless. That is what a toxic relationship is,someone, who in fact is very toxic for whole being.
They are not good for your mental health. They don’t make you feel at ease. If anything, they are the exact opposite.
They have you waiting by the phone for the next time that you will receive a text from them. They have you hanging on to every word, many of the words that they will take back when their angry later.
They make you feel like you need them, like you can’t live without them. You start to feel like your happiness genuinely depends on them being in your life or not.
They will lie to you, manipulate you and leave you lost and confused. You won’t know where you stand. It will always be a mind game.
But you do it anyway. You give them another chance. You let them back in. You tell your friends that this time will be different, that things have changed.
But every time ends the same way. Crying, lost, sadness.Wondering what you did wrong to deserve this. They leave you wondering what is wrong with you that you weren’t enough.
And that’s the thing about toxic people. You don’t deserve that. They don’t deserve you.
You deserve someone who is going to give you all of the love and care you need. Not just when they feel like it, all of the time.
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