"Love that we cannot have is the one that last the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest."
Your heart is yearning for someone you can't have. Someone who would complete you, and who would make you the happiest girl in the world.
And unfortunately with everything that life has thrown at the two of you, there is just way too many obstacles in the way. No matter what the two of you do, you can never be together. It's just a forbidden love.
And it's not like you can just stop thinking about him, and act like nothing was ever there between the two of you because your mind is crowded with the memories and the thoughts of what could be.
Everyday you're surrounded by friends and family members with their significant others'. They are all over each other, hugging and kissing, and telling each other how much they love one another.
And then there's you. Hiding in the background, drowning in thoughts of the one man you can't get out of your head.
The man who everyone else tells you shouldn't be a thought. The one that people tell you isn't the one for you.
That leaves you unable to talk about him because the people in your life just don't understand. They see just two different people who don't "seem" like the perfect fit. When in reality, your hearts belong together.
And you're afraid to tell people how you really feel because they just won't get it. It's a love people don't understand.
The couldn't possibly understand.
Everyday you are holding back from being happy because the one thing that would complete you is off limits.
You have this feeling. This feeling of knowing exactly what you want. But you're not able to have it.
And that is such a defeating feeling. It puts you in a deep place you don't know how to get out of.
You feel stuck. Feel like you're trapped in this lonely world, where you see this person who you need so bad, but not supposed to want.
You care so much for this man and you want him to be happy and have everything he wants in life. But at the same time, deep down, you want to live that happy life with him.
And everyday is a battle of trying to gather up the courage to fight for what you want. Fight for that life.
And you spend everyday trying to convince yourself that you're strong enough to win that battle.