You’re fully aware that everyone is captivated by you. People mimic your every move in a desperate attempt to be the kind of guy you come off as; they can't tell you're never happy with what you have, always craving more.
You soak up that feeling, knowing that people are so caught up in you. You love having all eyes on you. I guess I don’t really blame you for that. If I were you, I probably would too.
Your confidence is what draws people in and their attention makes you even more confident. But compliments and admiration aren't enough for you.
I was never more than an opportunity to you, a way for you to feel good about yourself while barely putting in any effort. Somehow, you think you deserve that.
I was just another person for you to take advantage of. You knew you had full control of my emotions, that's exactly how you liked it.
You loved the way I looked at you, not because you felt it too, but because you loved when people felt that way about you.
You loved to be wanted, to feel needed. You loved that my focus was on you. You loved getting all of my attention while only giving me the tiniest sliver of yours.
But one thing you never loved was me. You never intended to fall for me and you refused to try. It wasn't even a possibility.
It took me a while to recognize the game that's always going on in your mind and see that I was just a player to you. But once I did, it all made sense.
I realized you could never love anyone as much as you loved yourself. You weren’t ready for real love, you just weren't capable of it.
All you wanted was someone else to boost your ego while you stood around looking uninterested. You were so focused on the calm, cool, collected persona that you desperately need people to associate with you.
I’m not the girl to help you with that. I won’t be an accessory on your arm, there solely to make you look better. I won’t help further an act that has gone on for way too long.
You, honey, need to grow up. This whole overconfident douchebag thing is really getting old.
You need to learn to care about more than just yourself before it's too late and you're left to spend the rest of your life alone.
Once you do, I won’t be here waiting for you. I have no time for ignorance like yours. But I still hope, for your sake, that you can learn to be a better man.