You don’t want my heart anymore. I know that, trust me I’m painfully aware of it. So I promise I’m done pleading, bargaining and trying to fix our problems. I will leave my heart out of it.
I won’t keep bringing up my feelings because honestly, it’s all been said. I’ve poured my heart out to you and it didn’t change a single thing, so can we just pretend like everything is normal? Can we act like there’s still something here, like we still have something to lose but we’re not scared of what’s coming next?
Don’t get all guarded and worried like you need to protect me from an even bigger heartache. I know this is over, and there’s no tomorrow or any glimpse of the future we planned for. But why can’t we just have one more night?
All I’m asking for is one more night where I can feel like the girl of your dreams, like I mean more to you than anyone else. I just need one more night to feel your love in every touch and kiss. I can’t make plans with you anymore, so please, if what we had meant anything to you, I just want one more memory.
You don’t need to remind me of where your head and heart is at. I know this is over. I can see the indifference in your eyes, as I’m sure you can see the fear in mine. I’m scared I’ll never feel a love like ours again because no one will ever know me like you do.
All I’m asking is for one more night where I can run to you. I promise I don’t want to argue or even ask for your forgiveness. I just don’t want this to end with us being so cruel and vicious to one another.
I may never love again and this may be my biggest lesson in love but please don’t let it end like this.
You matter to me. Our love matters to me. So it matters how it ends.