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I Don’t Want to Have Kids Because I Don’t Want to Be like You, Mom

 

So, you see, mom, I’m the product of being raised by a cold-hearted mother. I would never bring a child into this world, so history can repeat itself. The cycle of emotional abuse ends with me.

 

Deep down it breaks me to know that for as much and I’d like to be able to give a kid everything that I lacked while growing up, my heart and soul are just not prepare to do so.

 

I don’t hate you, mom, but from time to time I resent you for making a dent in my soul I’ll never be able to repair. I won’t bring kids into this world because I strongly believe I’ll be as much of an awful mother as you are.

 

The honest thing for me to do is spend the rest of my life trying to give myself all the love that you were not able to give me while growing up and to learn to love others like I wish you would have loved me.

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