When you left us
I was in the room with you the day you took your last breath and it broke me to pieces.
All I can hope is that you knew I was there and that you knew how much I loved you and how sorry I was for everything I should have done but didn’t do.
I’m still sorry grandma, and I hope that wherever you are now you can forgive me. I still have so much love for you, so I hope you know that every time I think of you, I smile and send you all my love.
I think about you every single day and I hope that one day I can see you again and tell you how much I’ve missed you and how much I have always loved you no matter what.
I’m grateful for all the happy memories that you left behind, for the wisdom that you passed on to me, and for being an amazing role model.
You were the best grandma I could have ever asked for. And you deserved a better granddaughter than me. But I promise to live every day in your honor and do everything I can to make you proud of me up there.
I love you so much and I’m sorry.