I can’t pretend that I don’t think about what if I had just gotten over it. When I do, I just think about how I would have NEVER betrayed you like that. And I think about how you hurt me so easily, even when you had so many chances to choose your best friend for years over a little boy you’d known for months.
I think about all our good memories, mostly And I think about how our friendship always left me in the shadow. I want to be ME. And I want a guy to love me for everything he couldn’t see in me. Because I don’t want to live in your shadow anymore, always getting second best behind you.
I will always love you. And I will always wish you the best. I just can’t trust you anymore and I don’t see you as a beautiful person anymore.
Sincerely,
A friend you lost for a boy.
P.S. I hope he’s worth it.