I act like everything is alright, but truth is I have missed being best friends for years now. When we first started drifting away, I thought it was just a phase and that it wasn’t a big deal, it’s been several years and the most we have talked was when we went to dinner with our other friend.
I wanted to write you a long message, catch up, maybe even go out for dinner or drinks, but even that didn’t seem like the way to restart.
Part of me wished I picked up the phone, but part of me knew better.
We are literally oceans apart, I can’t call you and see how your day is, or how you are. Messaging online seemed awkward, and almost like we wouldn’t know what to say.