As much as I miss you, I am not naïve enough to think that there will be a day where we make up. Our pact to each other has broken, along with our trust and relationship. I have filled your void with other people, and other friendships. Because of you, I know how important it is to cherish and love them. I won’t fail them the same way I have failed you.
Despite it all, too much has happened, and I don’t believe we will ever be friends again. I’m not even sure if I’d even want for us to be in each other’s lives again because the people that we once were are now dead and gone.
But no matter what, I will always love you, even if I avoid the roads that lead to you.