Now you’re stuck. You’re alone. You’re blowing up her phone like she had to do all those time you ignored her, all those times that you told her you just wanted her to leave you alone. And eventually she got tired of trying.
She got tired of always apologizing when she did nothing wrong, she got tired of always feeling alone in a relationship, she got tired of loving someone so deeply who doesn’t reciprocate the love she deserves.
And in case you’re still not aware, she deserves better than you were willing to treat her.
She left because she had no other choice. She didn’t want to leave but you forced her to find happiness another way because she wasn’t getting it from you anymore. You forced her to find happiness in herself.
You were out living your life, hanging out with other girls, breaking her heart over and over again, and she finally had enough.
Now that you know you fucked up you think it’s okay to still chat to me about her and your relationship? Nope. I know you’re sorry, I know you messed things up – you don’t have to explain those things to be because I watched you push her away. I watched you treat her like shit.