So here we are, “bestie”. After everything that we’ve gone through; thick and thin, ups and downs, it never crossed my mind that our friendship would ever fall apart. You suddenly cut me out of your life like I was nothing.
It’s really hard to swallow how I never saw it coming from you; the one person that I trusted the most in this world. I didn’t think it would affect me this much. Feeling torn and crushed is really an understatement.
It’s not easy to come to terms with the fact that your betrayal is the biggest slap in the face, but I’m finally beginning to put the pain that you’ve inflicted behind so that I can move on from our broken friendship.
The memories that we built together cannot be erased but they can no longer have the place in my heart that they once had.
As hard as it might be, you chose to end our friendship by wrecking me and I have to learn to live with that. I also have to find forgiveness within myself, so that I can move on from our friendship without resentment.
But I have to say, it won’t be easy. What you did to us was cruel, but I guess that’s something you have to live with. I know in my heart I was loyal to you. I might have not been perfect but to the best of my knowledge, I was always fair to you. Even if we didn’t always agree on everything, I was always willing to talk things out and compromise. That’s what friends are for, right?