Many people ask me why I am so hard on myself. They say that I never see how hard I work, or how much I give to other people. I just realized they are so right.
There can be someone who has been in the same or similar situation that I have been in, and I am at the front lines cheering them o because well, you go girl! But me no, I am not cheering myself on instead I am up criticizing my self. I am thinking of all the things I did not get done instead of thinking about all the things that I did accomplish in a day. I am thinking about how I should be working when I am relaxing because those six days a week that I work just are not enough.
When someone asks me to do something that I know I do not have the time for I genuinely feel bad because I cannot do it for them. Forget making my life easier no I feel bad because I cannot take that burden off of someone else shoulders. So I am here to tell myself right here and right now.