Every morning I wake up feeling like I haven’t slept in days even though I just slept 9 hours. I have zero energy to go through another day. So I keep hitting snooze on my alarm,
I try to tell myself that everything I have to do that day isn’t important and I roll back over. Laying there, I feel numb. Mentally, I don’t feel my body has the capability to get out of bed.
On good days, it will take me about 40 minutes of fighting with myself and I finally get out of bed. My only motivation is know that I should get out of bed, besides that I have zero motivation to go through the motions of a day again.
As my feet hit the floor, I get a burst of motivation because that right there was an accomplishment. Then I am back to reality realizing the day that lies before me is gonna be anything but easy.
I use to be the girl that woke up early and jumped out of bed, I took a shower, dried my hair, straighten it, put on a full face of make-up and spent so much time picking out a cute outfit.