There are countless times in a day when I see your face. And there are moments where I feel your energy invade my world. When the sun is shining down on my face, and the warmth hugs my body like an embrace, I often wonder if that is you—saying hello. And when I drive with the windows down, the cold air tickles my cheek, sending chills down my spine, I wonder if that is you—checking in. When the spring flowers begin to bloom, and the air smells like crisp cut grass, and the birds are chirping loudly, I wonder if this is you—saying you care.
I look back at life with regret sometimes, knowing I could have changed so many things, if only I had paid more attention to what truly mattered. But, I know that it would not make me who I am today, if I had changed my past. I know that the trials we had gone through were there for a reason, and while I regret many things that have slipped away, I know inside that you loved me all the same.