I know I’ve been so irritating lately because of the fact that I’m going through a breakup. I’ve been acting so immature though I shouldn’t behave like that but thanks to all of you I was never judged by the way my reflexes react to the pain I felt.
Thank you for…
Fixing my self, specifically my face when all my make ups run down with the tears, thank you for unlimited the supply of tissues you slip into my drawer just incase I might need it.
Your pathetic senses of humor which somehow lessen the burden, thank you for your advice that I seem to forget because you all talk so fast and with so many words.
Dragging me to new adventures, thank you for continually reminding me that it’s not my lost and best of all thank you for not leaving me in the most desperate time of my life.
I had a terrible time trying to get over with the guy I ultimately feel in love with but you never ever let me feel that I am doing this healing process alone and you let me see that there is still a certain beauty in every scar.
Every piece of me was left shattered on the floor but y’all always seem to have a way of putting my back again with. You guys are the best ever and I couldn’t thank you enough for the love that helped me rise up again.
I walked away from a toxic love that contaminated my whole being. It ripped my heart apart knowing that I shouldn’t even have loved him and everything we had just seem to blind me about the blurry illusions of a happy life with him.
The memories of him haunt me every now and then, the chill that lingers in my skin when I’m alone and that deceptive feeling of loving him was the after shocks of our break up.
I was so wasted that I didn’t know what to do but thank god he gave me the gift of friendship.
You are all part of the better version of my self now. I know I haven’t recovered much but eventually, I will and soon he will be nothing but a mere shadow of the past that couldn’t break me again.
Thank you guys for believing in me when I lost all the hope I have. I promise you, next time I’ll be better.