It’s been awhile since I have wanted to come forward and openly tell you how I am feeling. You and I used to be so close. I see our friendship slowly crumbling, and I can’t help but think that it’s my fault.
The more I think about our friendship, the more I realize how one-sided it has been for the last few months. I understand you have been there for me through my worst ups and downs, but since I have been bettering myself and becoming myself, you have been so distant. I’ve pinned it down to you having an issue with me, becoming a person that might intimidate you.
From the beginning you have always been the one bettering yourself. You went on to find “The Perfect Guy” and managed You even adopted a kitten and a puppy all in a year’s time. I pretend to be happy for you, but deep down I can’t be.
I’m not saying that I wish anything bad upon you. I wouldn’t ever be that kind of person. I am glad you found your own happiness but I know that it won’t last. Why? Because I used to be your best friend and I know what really happens behind closed doors.
I know that you and your “Perfect Boyfriend” Who you have been waiting to propose to you fight all the time. I know that you worry about him cheating. I know that you worry about what will happen if you don’t make it. I also know that he is your priority.
Maybe I’m just salty; jealous of him taking away my best friend. I saw it coming. I do know that after everything we have been through, I always thought I could count on you to be there for me. After being your shoulder and your ear for years. You couldn’t support my life choices.
Regardless of how bad they were. You judged me and refused to support me when I needed you most. We barely talk anymore and I feel better about not being friends, rather than being fake friends.
I obviously will always wish you nothing but happiness but our friendship is fading away and now you know why.