Heartbreak is a feeling one would never even begin to understand unless they have felt it themselves, but you didn't just break my heart, you incinerated it.
When you left, you put me in a downward spiral of the most severe pain a girl can ever experience. It wasn't like anything I'd ever felt before. Heartbreak has nothing on what I'm feeling now that you've left.
It’s physically feeling like I can't breathe at the thought of being without the person I love. It's a pain that runs so deep and profound that I'm scared I'll lose consciousness.
It’s sitting on the floor of the shower not recognizing the choked cries that are escaping my throat. It’s wanting to lay in bed and sleep the days away because sleeping is the only time I find relief from the pain.
And it’s fighting myself multiple times a day not to reach out to you telling them how much I love you and how much I need you. It’s learning to live life over again without you because you've become such a big part of me.
It’s wondering constantly what is was that made me not good enough to be loved by you. And being convinced I will never love anyone again because I'll always love you.
It's feeling that a piece of my heart is now missing, a piece that I'll never get back because it will forever be with you. This wasn't a break up, it was a hurricane, a tropical storm, a natural disaster.