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Because of Her, I Can Finally See That You Never Were 'the One' for Me

I don’t blame you. Really, I don’t. If I was in your shoes, I think I would make the same decision.

Anytime her name comes up in conversation, it completely steals your attention from absolutely anything you might be doing. You'd drop the whole world for her.

When you speak of her your bright eyes light up, and I can practically hear your heart flutter. Sometimes, your cheeks can't even help but blush.

These are all the exact same things you do to me.

Well, I like to think I love you more than you love her. I know I love you more than she ever could. My heart would so quickly cast aside all reason to do anything for you.

As much as I may want you though, I refuse to compete, and I'm definitely not going to chase you. 

If you have to stop to think about it for even a moment, I'd rather you be with her.

I will try my best to still be a part of your life if you want me there. Truly, I want to be by your side for everything. 

I’ll try my best not to hate her for beating me in the never ending chase for your heart. But please, don’t make me watch it unfold.

Stop stringing me along and making me feel like there's a future for us if there really isn’t.

Don’t tell me that you love me if you’re saying it to her too. I don't want to hear that I’m beautiful if she's the one that makes you feel like you’re on top of the world.

Don’t fill my head with empty promises and lies, if she’s everything you need.

I don’t want to give you an ultimatum, but here it is. I’ll make it nice and easy for you.

If you have to stop and think and compare us, pick her. Choose her.

I’m nobody’s second choice, and I will never allow myself to stand in that spot. It’s either all of me or nothing at all.

If you’re wondering “what if” be with her. I’m not going to sit around and wait for you to make up your mind. Because without realizing it, you already have.

So I wish you two the best, and I hope it’s everything you’ve ever wanted and hoped for. But don’t you dare think for one second that I could ever want to be with you again.

It hurts right now, but I can finally see that you never were the one for me.