Before Sh*t Gets Too Real, Take a Break From Life

“I tramp a perpetual journey,” Walt Whitman

I walked across the stage after hearing my name be announced over the speakers to receive my ticket out the door of where I spent my last four years. Not one bit of me felt sadness over this part of my life ending; instead, I realized I now had a choice to make. 

My college plans were already made, I already had everything I needed, but I also had a full tank of gas, a full wallet, and the need to adventure. 

While most my friends were getting jobs right after our fun-filled graduation weekend, like we were trained to do, I quit mine that I had been at for the last year and a half. I quit, got in my car and I traveled. I did everything I could do.

I was free. 

Unstoppable.

I was an adult.

I had my own money.

And a curious mind.

I had an entire world to see, and I knew that once these short four months were up I would be living without my family, in a new city, taking new classes, and the time I could have spent adventuring would have flown out the window. 

I saved money for years. I bought my first car with it, and now I was able to put the rest – well some of it – into my adventures. I hopped on and off planes, saw new states, and camped all over my own state. 

I was with friends every week. Family camping trips. Spur of the moment riding adventures. I crashed all over this country with me newfound freedom. I had nothing tying me to my bedroom. I was able to spend my last few months being free, actually being free. 

I hit the gas pedal and just went with it. Any bump along the way became just another part of the journey. 

Concerts were a must, camping was an obvious obligation, and the beach was a necessity. Pictures captured it all and my social media looks like I never saw my home. Which in all reality, I only saw for a few days out of each month. 

I broke rules, laughed until I cried, and saw things I never thought possible. I had the time of my life living for me for a summer. 

I quit my job, never looked back, and felt the biggest rush of freedom I could have ever gotten. I tasted adulthood, but savored my childhood all at once. It was this sense of security that I knew would alter once my newest life became in the big city. 

I lived for the last chance before I began working and studying for the rest of my life. I wanted to ride out my childhood for as long as I could doing adult trips without any responsibility and I will never regret that choice. 

Here’s to the next adventure with my newest responsibilities. 

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Maddie

PSU communications major. Oregon livin'. Writing and adventuring enthusiast. "And so the adventure begins..." Twitter handle: Facebook URL: https://www.facebook.com/maddiechristinek/

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