Why is so difficult to get you out of my mind? How can you take over me with just looking into your eyes? Why when I think I’m over you just seeing you and your perfect smile I fall all over again?
I know this can’t be and I shouldn't think of you so much. But is impossible not to. I can’t control myself when I’m around you. You make me nervous and vulnerable.
I wish I would not feel this way about you. I wish I knew from the start I was going to fall this deep, and maybe I would have done things differently.
I tried so hard not to make this mistake. But now I’m too late. I’m already falling for you. I can’t help it. I guess I’m not good following these rules and limits.
I wish I couldn't feel and I was numb to pain. I wish I didn’t need you as I do now.
The thing is that I don’t know if you feel the same. Maybe not. Maybe is just me who wasn’t strong enough to fight these feelings.
I hate that I can’t read your mind. Cause there are times that you may act some ways that you confuse me to think that is something there, but at other times is the total opposite. Maybe is my mind playing tricks on me or so are you?
I wish things would be different, but I know there is no way it could. Life and destiny have played their cards on me and I’m the one to lose this time. I guess I'll have to calculate my moves and know how to play my cards next time.
