You’ve broken my heart once again and I wish more than anything that I could let you go but I can’t.
This whole thing has been a lot more than I ever thought it would be. Walking away would be much easier, but love is never, ever the thing that we expect it to be. It's messy and hectic.
So yes, it would be easier to move on, to start over with someone else. But it would only leave me feeling empty. Feeling like something is missing because you're my missing part.
You're the reason that all the little pieces fell together. And that's not something that comes around every day, so I don't want to love someone else.
I can't bare the thought of loving anyone else but you. I don't want to walk away from this because deep down, I know that the only thing that it'll do, makes me regret it. And I can't live like that.
You taught me so much, gave me so much. And the truth is, I'm not willing to let you go without a fight.
Some people wait their entire lives to feel what I feel for you. So in some ways, I'm luckier than most. But you started doubting our love and here we are and I need you for once to please make up your mind.
I am willing to forgive you for the rest of my life. I don't want to make mistakes with anyone else. I don't want to fight with anyone else.
I guess what I'm really trying to say is that after all this time, you're still the one that I want. You're still my hardest goodbye and my sweetest hello.
It's true, you may have broken my heart a thousand times over, and I might be a little weak for coming back to you time and time again.
But when you really love someone, it works that way sometimes. And this is no different.
The worst kind of life I could live is one that's filled with unanswered questions. I would much rather stay here with you than think about the ways that I could fill the void of you afterward.
So, I'm taking a risk. I'm taking a chance. And I hope with all my heart that it pays off.
All I'm asking is that you're in this with me. Because I never had a doubt. And for the first time in a long time, I'm looking forward to forever, so I'm here and I'm staying.
