How I view love now that you’ve left me.

While we were together love was such a scary word. Love was not promising. It could be there one moment, and gone the next. That was my biggest fear. That our love would become unreliable. I was waiting for that. I lived everyday in fear of you leaving me, waiting for the moment you told me you no longer love me.That’s how I knew you weren’t the one. After you finally left me ( see I knew you would! ) , my view on love changed. First off, I realized my self worth. I deserve a love where I have no doubts about their reciprocation. Then slowly I fell in love again. My view on love is no longer frightening. This love makes me feel safe. That’s how it always should have been. This love makes me feel content. I can picture a future with him, but most importantly I have no doubt that it could be possible. My heart is no longer bestfriend’s with fear. I said goodbye to that toxic relationship, and ours as well.