When I first met you, something inside of me told me that this was going to be different. That somehow, you came into my life at the right time, even if I couldn't see it just then.
And as time passed, there was something that I couldn't let go of. You. And no matter how crazy it seems, no matter how unrealistic, how out of touch with the rest of the world I was, all it took was one look from you, and I felt it.
You were home.
I fell for you without any notion. Without any reason at all. I knew that it might end, but something inside of me, maybe my heart, told me that it was going to be just fine.
For the first time, I felt like I was where I was supposed to be. And you were who I was supposed to be with.
I don't want to think about what's going to happen because I'm here now with you. And that's all it takes sometimes. Just knowing.
Having some faint hope that it's all going to work out. Because that's what you give to me. Every day you show me that not everything has to crash and burn. Sometimes, it all unfolds in the easiest, most beautiful of ways.
I didn't mean for any of this to happen.
I didn't meet you and decide then and there that you were the one for me. But it didn't take much time for me to understand that you had my heart.
In one way or another, I think that fate played a small part. And led me right to you.
Out of the blue, without even looking, and you were there.
And you made me feel something that I never really knew existed. You made me feel safe almost like I had someone to fall back on.
So no, it didn't take a lot of time. I didn't have to stay up late and think about. I didn't have to think at all because I trusted my heart. And I knew that when I closed my eyes, it was you that I would see.
And that still rings true.
I never wanted to have this great, big love. Because I'd fallen once, and it didn't go as a picture. I'm not saying that I was broken, but I was a little cracked.
Then I met you and somehow, someway, you brought me back to life.
I read once that love does not understand time. It does not know distance or regret. It only means that when two souls meet, it's like coming up for fresh air after not having a real breath.
That's how it feels when I'm with you.
Like nothing else in the world matters, like you are the only thing I need.
I guess what I'm really trying to say is that I'm all in. I don't want to wait until we're both ready, until we know that it's going to be last. Because I know that you came into my life for a reason, and whatever happens after that, I'm just going to go with it.
For better or for worse, you have me. And I don't plan on going anywhere.
I wasn't looking for you.
But I found you anyways and all it took was one look from you, and I melted. And I felt my heart growing for you, making room for someone like you.
All I can really say now is that I'm so lucky to have you. I'm so grateful for any and all moments I get to spend with you.
But mostly, I want you to know how easy it is to love you. Without fear or shame.
I want you to know that a couple of days was all it took. Now I'm still falling, and I never want to let the feeling go.
