You had me intoxicated with your charm the minute you opened your mouth and started sweet talking me. Unlike any man, I have ever known, almost like a dream walking in the form of a human being. When your arms are wrapped up tight around me, I feel like I can't breathe. The way you hold me makes me feel like I could lay in your arms forever and be held in them all night long.
You have this sexy way of being mysterious but yet entirely honest all at once.
One minute you have me lost in thoughts trying to figure you out and the next you're just right there doing that thing again. Telling me everything I want to hear and kissing me ever so softly. The softness of your lips alone is enough to make any woman want you. But you don't just have soft lips that are wonderful to kiss. You have soft words and the most confident yet gentle way of using them to keep me sane but make my heart scream.
Love has found its way into my life many times before, in many forms of men. But no one was able to break down every barrier and wall like you have done. Not man acts of kindness toward me have ever been so profound or seemed so genuine. Nor has any man ever worked so hard for me when he wanted me.
Needless to say, the way you treat me has me on cloud nine. However, it also scares me. Because to you, it's invigorating and utterly amusing to have to work for something you want to get your way. But for me, this is all real and true.
I know when it comes down to it, and to your intentions, the idea that this will last forever an be true love is not quite so.
Your passion breathes toxins into my body, into my soul. You have me on your strings of fantasies and false realities. I feel like your marionette, just waiting for you to lead me wherever you want to go. I'm consumed with the thought of you and a desire to be with you. But when it comes down to it, this is but a game in your book of misconceptions.
You care for me, this much I know is true. You enjoy spending time with me and going on fun dates. But you have told me on more than on occasion that you have too much of a free and wild soul to ever settle down for good. All the while, your conditioning me to be addicted to your temporary love.
I know my heart will burst open one day and this will leave me permanently damaged and permanently scarred. But for now, I just can't stop being intoxicated by your love.