I am sorry that I wasn’t ready for you when you were ready for me.
You were ready to love me at my worst and best, but I wasn’t prepared to do the same. I still wanted to live my life and find out who I was before I was committed to you.
I know it sounds selfish and immature but that’s the truth, I didn’t feel ready to be the only one for you when I had so much exploring left to do out there in the world. I thought you felt the same.
I didn’t know that you wanted more.
I couldn’t be the girl you wanted me to be because I didn’t even know what I wanted. The girl you wanted was someone who could return all the love you asked for, a girl who will be there to support you, and a girl who will turn into a woman for you.
The girl you love now is so lucky to have a guy like you. You told me to live life with no regrets. I am trying everyday to live life with no regrets. You taught me what it is like to love unconditionally.
I love everything unconditionally because you taught me how. I never wanted to see you unhappy. I’m glad she can make you happier than I could.
Although everything must come to an end, our end came too soon. You are now happy with someone else who can give you the time and commitment that you always yearned for.
When someone is ready to love me like you did I hope I will be ready to give someone my all.
This goodbye to you, pains me to say because I really wish you happiness. I am willing to say that you were the one that got away and I will forever regret it.
If you were to ask me what do I regret most, I would have said “I never got to love you enough.”