First off, are you fucking kidding me?
You knew what I went through. You picked me up when I was at my worst, you fed me lines to get me to fall for you, and you were cheating the whole time?
Who are you, I mean really?
Please explain to me what type of guy could nurse a girl's broken heart just to rebreak it in the same way. And if you don't say "the ultimate fuckboy," you're wrong.
You had everyone around us fooled, including me. I thought you cared. I trusted you and believed every goddamn lie you said to me. I had no reason to not believe you or to not give you a chance.
But you didn't deserve it. Or me.
I had nothing to hide. I was honest with you. I went into this thinking we were on the same damn page. Boy was I wrong.
Who does that? Who acts sincere and genuine in order to get a girl to open up to them, trust them with her secrets, her past, and her heart? Who is that cruel and heartless?
You apparently. A fuckboy who used me.
You act like it's a fucking challenge or something to you. You just keep proving to me even after all this has been over, how big of a piece of shit you are. What else am I gonna find out?
God, everything out of your mouth was a lie wasn't it? But then you want to act like you feel horrible for hurting me, that you feel awful for being how you've been? Again, bullshit. You're only sorry you got caught.
You are literally pathetic. I never once made you feel like you weren't good enough or like you were worthless. But that's all you made me feel, even now.
I hope those girls were worth it. I hope they made you feel better about your pathetic and miserable life. I hope they saw past your flaws and had deep long conversations with you like we did.
Not that any of that matters huh? It was all fake anyway. I never mattered to you did I? We was nothing in your eyes, and never would be, would we? You never gave a fuck about me. Glad to know.
I hope the next hoe you find completely rips your heart out and stomps all over it like you did to mine. I hope she makes you feel like your nothing more than a distraction until someone better comes along that offers more than you ever could.
I hope she destroys you like you tried to do to me. I hope she makes you feel insecure and question your worth. I really hope she makes you ask yourself why you wasn't good enough, and what you did so wrong.
I hope she makes you feel like shit and hate yourself for feeling the way you do, and I hope that you choke from the taste of your own medicine.
