How is it that now that you don’t have me, you’ll do anything for me?
It’s like while we were dating, my heart was so stuck on you but yours was never stuck on me. And now all of a sudden, you’re on your knees begging for me back.
So tell me, what changed?
Have you realized that you lost someone who was so crazy in love with you they’d do absolutely anything and everything for you?
Have you realized that you made a huge mistake and lost the most important person in your life?
But either way, that doesn’t excuse the fact that you put me through hell and called it love.
When life got tough, you took it out on me. You played games with my head and never gave me any security or consistency. You never left me feeling loved or cared for.
You hurt me far beyond anyone ever did and I will never fully recovered from the pain.
And yet still, as much as I hate to admit it, I miss you… I shouldn’t, but I do. And I think it’s because a part of my heart is always going to love you.
I forgave you for everything. I wanted nothing but to put this all in the past and move on from it. And maybe, just maybe, get a little closure.
But life has other plans, doesn’t it?
I want to believe you’re back with good intentions, but part of me just thinks it’s another one of your power trips… that you got bored and need someone’s mind to play with.
News flash, I am stronger now and mainly, it’s because of you.
I was forced to grow while I was with you and I was forced to grow when I wasn’t.
I am not who I used to be and if you’re thinking that you can use me as your toy like you did before you are sadly mistaken.
But if you are here to give our love a second shot, to prove to me you’ve changed and you’re willing to put your all into us this time, then I’ll welcome you back with open arms.
But know my heart is still healing and honestly, I don’t know if it will survive another crack to it.
So, man up and tell me what you are doing here because if you are not to love, encourage, support and empower me, leave.