Times have changed for us.
We've gone from speaking to not saying a single word to one another. We have tried bringing each other closer to our hearts, only to push one another away some.
I'm sorry that you find me as a terrible person. Someone who isn't around much, and I know you hate me for that.
But, I hope that one day you'll learn to understand why I have done some of the things that I have done. I can only pray that you understand where I am coming from when I tell you that I did in fact try my best.
I may not have been around much, but you were always the person on my min . You were always the person I wanted to make proud, because I knew that you were the person looking up to me.
My daughter, our time apart has weakened me. It has weakened my spirit and I can only hope that one day you'll be old enough to understand how this has affected me.
My daughter, I hope that as you read this, you know that my intentions were always good, even if my actions were not always pure.
And I hope that you can realize how much I've loved you through all of my mistakes. Through all of my choices, I've thought of you.
I do not expect you to forgive me, but in a way, a part of me hope that you will.
Even if you don't, I'll keep you in my heart in hopes that as you grow older, you'll never have to experience what I have.
I pray that you'll never have to be jaded because of all the things you've seen and pain you've felt.
Stay beautiful and do not let this world make you bitter because then you'll never be happy..
Then you'll lose all the people that you cared about most of all until you decide to change what you wronged.
