It’s late and you feel like absolute shit. Instead of tube of ice cream, you pick up your phone to do some social media creeping.
You end up on your ex’s page or his new girlfriends because that’s always where you go. He made you feel less than and unworthy and you always end up back there when you feel down on yourself.
He became the first source of your self-loathing doubt. The person who made you question everything single detail and caused you to always second guess yourself.
It caused this void within yourself that anytime you feel unimportant and down you end up cyberstalking him.
Put the phone down before you go down the social media rabbit hole.
Don’t second guess this move, put it down.
He treated you like the scum off the earth so why even go back to that source?
Block him on every form of social media and completely cut those ties. Don’t leave anything form of temptation.
He’s your past and as hard as it may be that’s where you have to leave him.
He did you no favors. He treated you poorly and made you hate yourself at times.
That’s nothing you want to be associated with anymore.
Instead you need to take that experience and put it into something new and rewarding. Use that relationship as a lesson on how you will never settle for that treatment again and open your eyes to how you should be treated.
He was a loser and your life is so much better without him.
Those movies he hated? Go watch them.
That place he never let you eat at? Go pig out.
You don't need him in your life physically or thorough social media so put the phone down. Leave him in your past.
Stop looking backwards and start looking forward because you should never relieve that past.
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