Sometimes, I wish that I could have met you in a different life and that there had been just a little more time to love you. Because I thought that it was going to be forever. And believe me when I say that when I told you I would never stop loving you, I meant it.
I know that there are so many things that happen in our lives without any sort of reason. Things fall apart, we all grow up, time keeps us all moving. And we were no different. You and I.
Sometimes, the world makes it hard for things to fall into place. And with you, that's just what happened. And when it all fell apart, I thought that I would never be whole again.
We were so free and so in love. We dreamed together and we made plans together. And when you held me, I thought that this is it. No one else is ever going to make me feel like this again. You were home.
Some days, I wish that we could go back there and be those two people again. For the rest of our lives.
But we can't turn back time. Now, you're just a memory, just another heartbreak story to tell.
I want you to know something, though. Even after all this time and everything that we've been through, together and apart. It was so real.
That love that we shared doesn't come around that often. Some people wait their whole lives to just get a taste of what it feels like to want something so much. To need them that badly. That's what I felt for you. Sometimes, I think that I'll never get to feel like that with anyone else. I was so sure that you were my person.
I was content with never letting you go. I was okay with having you forever.
From the bottom of my heart, I want you to know that I am so happy it was you. I am so thankful that I got to spend so much time learning and growing with you.
They say that you never forget your first love. And they also say that you never really fall out of life with that person, even if you find someone else.
Parts of me will always rest with you. You have certain things that I won't ever to be able to give to anyone else. I think that's okay.
I know that you're going to do great things, that you're going to turn into the man that I always knew you were going to be from the first moment I saw you.
If we ever run into one another in our new lives, I'll have nothing but that love that we shared in my heart for you.
Even though we didn't get a chance to be great together, even though after such a long time, we had to part, I want you to know how grateful and how blessed I was to have ever loved you at all.
You will forever be my first love. And no one can take that away.
