She feels broken.
In this irreparable state, she feels like she’ll never know what true love is.
After the damage she’s been through, she put her heart under lock and key. She isn’t sure she’ll ever be able to unlock it for someone again.
She’s been used and abused so much by a person she thought she could trust.
She doesn’t even know how to trust herself anymore.
While all her friends told her to run, her heart told her to stay.
She doesn’t know how she’ll ever trust her heart again to love someone when it betrayed her so much before.
She’s scared of any future her life may hold because the risk is so great.
She wants to experience all-consuming love that is healthy and nurturing, but she doesn’t know if that will ever be in the cards for her.
She’s trying her best to be the girl she was before, but there’s no way to ignore everything she’s been through.
All she can do is try and hope that others will have patience with her.
She’s worked hard to love herself, to believe in the good in herself… she just sometimes has a hard time believing it.
She’s going to keep working and keep believing that the best is yet to come.
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