You tried to your hardest to break me, and honestly, there have been times where you’ve gotten very close – but you’ve never fully succeeded.
And for that, I’m grateful.
I’ve spent months healing from your abuse, your lies, your betrayal, your cheating, and the memories that haunt me.
I wake up in the middle of the night with tears streaming down my face, just wishing I could forget you.
Truly, I regret ever meeting you. I regret letting you into my life, letting you meet the people I love, letting you become a part of my family’s life.
Because of you, my family relationship will never be the same.
It isn’t 100% your fault though. I was the stupid one that kept going back to you and I stupidly believed your lies, when your actions proved otherwise.
Having you in my life was truly a lesson and boy did I learn my lesson.
You pushed me down to the lowest point in my life, and that was when I realized I had so much to live for.
I decided to fight for my life and make sure that you’d never be able to get to me again, one of the best decisions I’ve ever made too.
People tell me to forgive and forget but let’s be real here, some things only God can forgive. Because as much as I try, I’ll never fully be able to forgive or forget what you did to me.
Every day I heal a little more, and I will take as long as I want to heal.
I’ll never understand how someone could treat a person how you treated me.
I’m not perfect and I’ll never pretend to be perfect, but I know I’ll never treat someone the way you treated me.
Because this all has made me a better person, and sadly, you’re still trash.
