I am the girl you hope to God won't open her mouth and scream at the top of her lungs in the middle of the mall just to laugh and blame it on you because it was a funny thing to do.
I have always been the girl to get into trouble and then figure a way out. I have always been the girl to be there when you decide to vandalize your ex's house because he is a douche bag and deserves it.
I am that friend that would call you up at 2 in the morning just so we can go to the store because I want to watch movies and pig out. I have always been "one of the guys" and had many "friends". What's it really like to really be that girl?
No one knows that certain songs make my heart break or that I go days without any outside world interaction because it's hard to get through the day. I smile because it's easier than facing the dark shadows that haunt my dreams. No one knows that some nights I cry until I fall asleep.
1. She will love you with every fiber in her being.
2. She will make you laugh, because laughter is the best medicine.
3. She will drop everything on a Saturday night to sit at home with her best friend and watch sappy movies and eat ice cream.
4. She will hold you close to her heart and never let go.
5. She will cut up like the boys.
6. She will drink beer just as much as the boys.
7. She will awaken a side of you that you never thought was there.
8. She will make you forget the world because to her, it never existed.
9. She will break down every now and then and need space, give her time.
10. She will never break your heart, unless you break hers first.
I am the girl that you will try not to fall in love with because I ask you to promise not to. I am the girl that will love you with my whole heart because I know what it feels like to be loved half heartedly. I am the girl that will be there for you until the end.