“After he broke my heart, I began writing about him. I wrote and I wrote and I have described him as a hurricane, a drug, my universe. Now that I’ve moved on, I don’t see him in that way anymore. He wasn’t anything but ordinary, he was just a boy. A boy who didn’t want to be with me and that’s it.”
I know I never had an ending when I had something to say, but it’s because I couldn’t ever tell you enough to make you see what I meant.
With months that keep passing, I realized that time keeps going forwarding and things will never turn back to makes things different between us.
I seen you found someone new, which I would hope you made the right chose (well really everyone hopes she made the right one).
I have always wanted happiness for you, even when you broke my heart.
I know I will truly only be the best for you, because in the end we know that nobody can replace me.
I was way to good to you. I’m not saying I was perfect, but I was damn close to it for you.
I loved you when I shouldn’t, forgave you when you didn’t deserve forgiveness, trusted you when you only broke it (way to many times), let you have my heart to only crush it, and let’s me honest, I made you out to be a great person that you never were and never will be.
I left because I deserved to better myself constantly instead of you belittling me every chance you got.
I found out so much about myself, and I’m more than content and overjoyed then I ever was with you.
I know you will keep moving on with your life and more relationships will come, and I’m not stopping you but I do have more to say.
Treat her right, don’t make her feel belittled or never good enough. Don’t cheat, be respectful and loyal.
Kiss her daily, and always let her know she’s beautiful. Be her bestfriend and her lover. Most importantly, love her the way she deserves, because if you don’t someone else will.
As for you, thank you. You brought me down and it hurt but I found that it only made me stronger.
I discovered a whole new world without you, and it’s nothing but fantastic. I can actually breathe .
I want you happy, more than anything. Even you, the one who broke my heart, deserves nothing but happiness and love.
Finally, I hope your throat burns and your stomach turns thinking about me. I hope you realize that I love your more than the entire world and you destroyed me.
When someone asks one day what you did to me, I hope you no longer have to lie. I hope when the memories of me hit, you ache and it gets harder to breathe.
I hope you listened to me, all this time. I’ll always have a few last things to say.
